The story of public nuisance

Sorry Dr. K, but YOU are one major contributor to public nuisance in my life - or our lives.

Get out of my life!

A failed antagonist

My Quote of the Day:

"Be like a postage stamp. Stick to one thing until you get there."

Josh Billings

But this does not apply into my blog post today. Oppositely, it has to be a drop-off.

Dreams come bugging me again! Things have been going really wrong at this period of time, which I don't get the reason why. Common heartaches, frequent reminiscing, distractions during lectures and whatnot; I can tell you that, I am getting SICK of these! When can I relieve myself???

"我该努力习惯这样的气氛
才发现失去了爱不用再等

多想再一次紧紧的拥抱
就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少我都想要

我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料

早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只能让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好"

遗憾

遗憾的是
我并不是那个在事情发生时
陪着你的人

悲哀的是
根本没有人
可以聆听我们的故事
和我的辛酸
大家都太忙 太忙了

夜已深
你的身影
却还未曾离开

这样，真的好吗

*另一个你，还是摆脱不了吗？
还是你最后选择的仍然是那个伤害你的？
想想，你比我更悲哀耶

心声： 没那麽简单

没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己做决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

Quote of the Day

A simple reminder to myself (and you, if you think it suits):

The ear of the leader must ring with the voices of the people.

First in 2010

Happy super belated new year folks!

There were loads and loads of experience I was wanting to share with my one whole month of trip to East Malaysia but please, do blame my auto-working laziness and never-have-enough-time attitude for not updating.

OK, like this, if I ever have a chance, and in a mood to, maybe then you will see some posts on the trip. (Oopsie, now it feels like forever)

New semester has just started, finishing third week, and it seems I'm finishing my second year not anytime now but soon. Time flew really fast! Another year of studies; another, perhaps also the last year of Dogathon; and another year nearer to my working life.

So, new year! New responsibility, and new direction of life. Time to be active!!!

Things come bulging on my door, in and out. People come running in and out of my life. Problems flood, things go crazy - you go mad, I go haywire.

"You have stress, I also have stress", a Hong Kong bus driver said. Please understand - things usually just don't go the way YOU want. And, not the way I want as well.

But you know what, I'm not going to give it up. =D

Going through, or not?

Saddened, and dejected, I received it. You gave me a strike out of nowhere. And it was a thunder strike - painful, yet unavoidable.

The fact that struck me also brought me another message.

"I have not forgotten, yet."

Yes, I have not. And will continue to try. Good luck!

路，一直都在

看着别人Facebook的照片，然后看看现在的自己
有一种感触...
“这就是我要的吗？”

很羡慕别人可以打扮得美美的去上课
气质修养集一身，校园限制又少
秀气的上课，快乐的放学

再看看国立大学
自己每天随便邋遢的样子
时不时就要跑到农场里撒野
还有只要有同学打扮得稍微好看一点就嘘声四起的情况
一个字，唉！

也很羡慕恋爱中的朋友
甜甜的，酸酸的
撒撒娇，吵吵架
天塌下来也没关系的天真

知道自己也没什么时间，一旦过了
就只能成熟的面对人生
但到最后，仍选择了孤独
两个字，无奈！

路是自己选的，但人就是这样
得到了，就会嫌弃
得不到，就会是最好的
不断地想经历别人的生活
却忘了别人也未必过得很好

我不是在后悔这么一个选择
只是......羡慕。

其实回头想想
若当初不是这样，我又应该是怎样的呢？
真的可以漂漂亮亮的上课吗？
真的可以甜甜蜜蜜的恋爱吗？

无解。
最后，这条路
我还是会一直的走下去。
因为，今天得不到，不代表以后也没机会。

加油！